Bound ’round itself in several ways, seeing the larger purpose is difficult under the best of circumstances. Be dogged in your efforts and periodically sit back and a beautiful piece of art begins to emerge.
Distraction happens and mistakes are made causing a new path to the end result.
As your abilities blossom and trust in self is established, that new path becomes easier to see.
Eventually, the thread is snipped.
Take breaks. Pushing through for extended periods of time leads to exhaustion which kills the joy of the experience.
Reward comes from knowing you’ve brought something into existence that brings pleasure to yourself and others.