I’m at the beginning of a brand new emotional-cycle. It’s not unlike sitting in that suspended bubble of time, on the top of the roller-coaster. Edging along the boundaries of ignorance and sadness. I remember feeling this way last year. Gawlly, has it been a year?! So much has changed and so much is exactly the painfully same.
<Shout Out to Youtube, for getting good at reading my emotional listening patterns and compiling playlists that echo my brain-ball.>
The good news is that I feel more successful at balancing the bad. In honor of that, I am planning an impromptu Christmas-themed musical gathering in public spaces, with friends. Because, public displays of art.
but, I feel like this is doable.